So fucking busy all the time.

I'm a little jealous of the illustration majors.

can't wait to start animating again.

Joongie~
I want you under my skin.

*is brain dead*

i've been watching over 30 seasons of about 10 different American TV series, and about a dozen other series i started watching and dropped after couple of episodes. needless to say I developed some new obsession. house, supernatrual, dexter, and scrubs are on top of my list as i wait for new seasons coming out in September.

I had hard time getting into House in the beginning. Hugh Laurie is a sexy sexy actor. not in the young and handsome way, but His portrayal of a curmudgeon old man is so very attractive to my female instinctual love for characters in misery. Hugh makes me want to learn piano/guitar/magic/another language/various other amazing talent he has up his sleeve, and then wallow in world-hating self-loathing misery and walk around with a cane pretending to be a madman.

Sam and Dean of Supernatural are played by the possibly two most physically attractive actors ever. Jensen ackles and jared padalecki are the definitions of hot studs, I drool at the thought of wincest brotherly love, and the thought of those two constantly sacrificing themselves for the other makes me all emotionally fangirl-squeally.

last but not least, Dexter the sociopathic serial killer. I love all things morbid and dark, and Dexter gives it all. The murderous thrill, the witty sarcasm, and a hint of what might be human emotions. I loved the show so much that i went and bought the original novels. Between the airing of next season and the publication of next novel, Dexter and I wait patiently for his next kill. <3

If anyone's familiar with any series please recommend to me, I've finished watching the following series, and is looking for something new.

project runway
scrubs
dexter
house
supernatural
kyle xy
prison break
heroes
grey's anatomy
psych
lost

Long story short, I saw Jaejoong last night with my own eyes. I didn't get to talk to him like some of the other girls that's living in his hotel, but I saw his self-conscious smile, His awkward hunched over walk. His dorky attempt to be cool.

I didn't think I would be one of the crazy fan girls to go nuts, but I seriously just started crying my eyes out when I realized I'm breathing the same air as the love of my life. Two years of stalking and looking at videos and pictures every single day and falling asleep holding my locket with his picture inside while dreaming of him. Today made him real for the first time, separating him from the other fictional obsessions I've had in my life.

I lost my voice from all the screaming I did before i was crying too hard to scream anymore. You'd think i was dying if you were there.

When it comes down to it, he's just another guy that makes living off publicity, but i just can't help but be madly in love with this seriously flawed man. I wish with all my heart that he finds happiness, where ever he will be in life.

I love you Joongie.



TVfXQ SOUL


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Fuck man. It's like heroin. Do it once and you're done for for the rest of your life.

I tried quiting... i really did. In fact I'm trying to quit now, for the nth time. But you know how that goes.

DBSK you guys ruined my life, and gave me a new one that's slightly more irrational and a lot less productive. I'd hate you if I don't love you so much already.