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Somewhat of a spiritual moment.

Sun May 18, 2008, 6:54 AM
Long story short, I saw Jaejoong last night with my own eyes. I didn't get to talk to him like some of the other girls that's living in his hotel, but I saw his self-conscious smile, His awkward hunched over walk. His dorky attempt to be cool.

I didn't think I would be one of the crazy fan girls to go nuts, but I seriously just started crying my eyes out when I realized I'm breathing the same air as the love of my life. Two years of stalking and looking at videos and pictures every single day and falling asleep holding my locket with his picture inside while dreaming of him. Today made him real for the first time, separating him from the other fictional obsessions I've had in my life.

I lost my voice from all the screaming I did before i was crying too hard to scream anymore. You'd think i was dying if you were there.

When it comes down to it, he's just another guy that makes living off publicity, but i just can't help but be madly in love with this seriously flawed man. I wish with all my heart that he finds happiness, where ever he will be in life.

I love you Joongie.



TVfXQ SOUL


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Fuck man. It's like heroin. Do it once and you're done for for the rest of your life.

I tried quiting... i really did. In fact I'm trying to quit now, for the nth time. But you know how that goes.

DBSK you guys ruined my life, and gave me a new one that's slightly more irrational and a lot less productive. I'd hate you if I don't love you so much already.

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: ray charles - I can't stop loving you
  • Reading: Soompi
  • Watching: DBSK vids

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:iconlilchubbyferret:
Holy crap. YOU BREATHED HIS AIR?! Why the hell are you still alive? You should have held that breath! xD

Wow man, that's some shit. I'm happy for ya.

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"If there was a fight between Chuck Norris and Jack Bauer, Ben Linus would win," - Quote made by deadpool981 on youtube. So epic that I needed to keep it.
:iconkilluazoldyck:
haha. being stuck in the same room with me for a year, you of all people understood how big of a deal that was. my heart still races every time i think about it even though i don't remember a second of it due to the emotional distress at the time.

but i'm trying to uh... quit my addiction. i'm actually almost there, believe it or not. kind of like being in a rehab, lol. So next year there'll be a lot less jaejoong talking.

oh dude, guess what. i'm getting a vespa instead of a car next semester... alot less practical, but slightly sexier. You're so gonna help me getting that motorcycle license, i'm hoping we could both get one XD.

while i'm already writing an epic long reply i might as well mention i'm so loving hugh laurie/House. been watching it for the past 3 days, on middle of season 4 right now and now i know what you meant by sexy british actor. <3

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:iconlilchubbyferret:
Of course, Hugh Laurie is MADE of awesome. I'm dying for them to kick off the next season of House this fall.

Motorcycle license. Now /that/ sounds kick ass. I actually didn't get my actual drivers license this year but I've been practicing with the car a little with dad. Still shaky about the tree incident. I'm not obsesses with anything at the moment (still roll when I hear about the actors from Doctor Who but as usual after the obsession high I'm on the low). Now I've been fangirling over Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog. NPH is so cute...too bad he's gay. Well, it's cool that he's gay, but still. D:

I'm going to be getting everywhere on my bike again. Only I'll be using it more often. I'm going to live across the street from that Winn Dixie that was in front of Walgreens.

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"If there was a fight between Chuck Norris and Jack Bauer, Ben Linus would win," - Quote made by deadpool981 on youtube. So epic that I needed to keep it.
:iconkilluazoldyck:
i finished House yesterday and looked up a bunch other other hugh laurie vids. you're right he is the sexiest 50 year old ever in the history of man kind. i'm counting down the days till the next season of House, as well as Dexter and Supernatural. XD

i'm running out of shows to watch now.. I checked out Dr. horrible's sing along song lol... it's so cute and appeals to my inner adoration for anti-heroes and antagonists. I never had much interests for sci-fi shows but I'll check out Doctor who eventually. XD then we can fangirl talk and squeal about it.

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:iconlilchubbyferret:
xD Nothing is more fun than fangirl squeal. I just thought Dr. Horrible was adorable; find myself humming the songs from the movie often now. I was DYING to watch Dexter, but I didn't have above basic cable when it started to play and I had trouble finding vids on the interwebs. Supernatural...is that the one about Superman? Oh no wait...that's Smallville. I always get them confused.

I'm thinking of giving the Middleman a shot because everytime I see the commercials I'm always left like "WTF?" and so I'm all curious now.

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"If there was a fight between Chuck Norris and Jack Bauer, Ben Linus would win," - Quote made by deadpool981 on youtube. So epic that I needed to keep it.

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